Vini. Vidi. Vici

SEEDS' Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory: behind the scene

2012-02-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

fecks' 2nd attempt kan menyamak :p fail! haha

Stage crew

surprisingly, they're cousins.

Backstage!

I miss our make up artist, Nikkie :(

they're playing the game of life? lol

orang stress memorizing the steps :p

SEEDS' next top models.

meet baby :]

♥

Miza, baby, Syitah & Jazie

Whusneeeeeyyyyyy

Kee & Qibby

final rehearsal :'(

Qibby & Yati

I'm missing them so badly,

Au Revoir!

Light Painting

2012-02-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

I was too stressed out the other day that I dont have any mood at all to do my homework. So I decided to light paint the SEEDling's name because I miss them so much. I did everyone's name. but, some arent perfect yet, so I uploaded the so-called-perfect ones first ;) I still have a lot to improve.

Qibah's is definitely the hardest one.

FOR LIFE! ♥♥

till the next updates,

I'm too tired,

I Miss SEEDS!.

Au Revoir!

Chinese New Year | 23.01.12

2012-02-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

CNY's essential, the fortune cookies!

ps: berabis wh durang makan =="

Mi familia ♥

The aunty and the cousin.

Family potrait :p

as usual, sebastian and his game.

@ Nini's

"gadis" melayu terakhir. HAHAHA!

Meet my youngest cousin, Aiza

This lil kid called me "kaka pisang". ha ha ha ha

The great thing about being mixed is that you get the chance to celebrate your half or quarter race (and get big angpaos too!) :p mwahahahahahaha!

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Happy Chinese New year to my family, friends and to whoever is celebrating it!

May the dragons bring you good fortune and guard your treasures!

ps: better late than never :p haha!

thats all,

Au Revoir!

Its all about them

2012-01-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hellew everyone. I cant sleep. I feel like talking about the SEEDlings. Theres something about them that I love the most. They're very lovable. Whats more, they're very caring. Its shown when I, bleed my friggin nose during the 15 minutes break before act 2. very nice eh? final production night lagitu! I kept quiet, till they saw me keep on pulling out the tissues. lol. everyone were so panic, even the coaches. sorry everyone! haha. They did almost everything to stop my nose from bleeding. 5 mins before my scene, my nose finally stopped bleeding. I miss everyone! :( I even cried before my scene started in act 1. Seriously meez? SERIOUSLY?! HAHA. that's how sensitive I am when it comes to goodbyes, tho, its like what? few hours away? Jazie comforted me and gave me some wise words. I love her so much! Then came Qibah with her jokes so like, I totally have forgotten about my sadness. I love everything about her! Theres no other words to describe how much I love them, the SEEDlings! they're like, my extended family :p I wish! haha. I do seriously think that we all are inseparable. because we've spent so much time together everyday till night, complaining about everything to everyone, joking around and sharing dirty lil secrets together. Oh gosh! I miss everything :(

Jazie, Qibah, Kee, Miza, Fecks, Syitah, baby, Joel, Nas, Zubai, siah, Yati, Syura, Lady GaGa kidding :p Lady Shasha, Shavez, Husney, Jidah, Rozaimi, Fakhri, Syazni and whoever who's in the cast, Thank you for being there, for the care and love, I Love you guys so much!! xx and I miss you guys so badly :(

and to our coaches, Miss memie the director, Miss Ewana the producer, Ms.Julez the vocal trainer, Hill Zaini the vocal trainer, Fecks the choreographer, Miss Nurul the choreographer, Sir Asmal, Ms.Amy, Mr.Syaf and the rest, Not forgetting our make up artist, Nikie, thank you for everything! We miss you guys :( till we meet again............... in MARCH! :'D

My life sucks w/o u guys,

Au Revoir!

SEEDS' Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory!

2012-01-20T06:06:00.000+08:00

the pictures during the play can be seen from here! ;)

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the appreciation day.

I miss the SEEDlings! :(

Au Revoir!

Dont want an ending

2012-01-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

Just a flash update,

Production day for the Willy Wonka and Chocolate factory is in freaking 4 days!!!!!!!!! OMG! Nervous breakdown!!!! tapi eksen. lol. I hope everything'll go smoothly. Do come aite? checkout SEEDS' Brunei on facebook for more ;) (if they have update it. lol)

I'm so gonna miss SEEDS! :(,
Au Revoir!

iSick

2012-01-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

Yes. I'm sick. I'm sick of every single thing in life!!!!!!!

Eksenku wah. LOL! I'm sick. I have fever, very athletic nose, sore throat and etc. geez. pathogens. Y u love me that much?! :( I gotta feeling that it'll get worser by tomorrow. ohhh no you di'ent! >:(

So, Production day is next week. I dont see any progression. No costumes. no nothing. except for the props. LOL! what a week.

I still hate my college life tho I'm having absolute fun, I still hate it and I know why (duh :p) :| I like to be in there. But I dont wanna stay. LOLOLOLOL! nah, in yo face, 9 months to go! >:D

ps: Hi Qibah jobless! >:p HAHAHAHAHA!

Crapping every single thing,
Au Revoir!

It's my freaking final year in college!

2012-01-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Yes people. u've heard it. It's my freaking final year in College! gosh. how time flies so fast :O must not waste anymore time. For that, I'd like to thank my High school teachers. If it wasnt because of them, I wouldnt be where I am right now. Thank you for not giving up on us tho we always pissed you off for countless times and almost made you give up completely :o woah. talking about being a lazy arse. LOL!

Oh yeah, I'm going back to college tomorrow. oh boy. Uber Hectic year starts tomorrow!

I miss everyone,
Au Revoir!

2011 recaps

2011-12-31T08:14:00.002+08:00

January:
- Still waiting for the O'level result to come out.
- Sat for London Exam. you have no idea it was that freaking hard =="
- Went out with Adah and met teacher Nurul beforehand. LOLOLOL!

February:
- Broke my dslr :| then being absent from photography world since then. sad life
- Chinese New year. Hence angpaos :p nyahahaha!
- The result finally came out................ when I was raya-ing with the family ==" great
- Met Teacher Nurul at the same day the result was out. No wonder she called me the kaki jalan ==" haha!
- Started College. It aint great. still too hard to move on. I cried :|

March:
- College life sucks
- No chemistry lecturer at all!
- 1st term of Holiday!!!! :D
- Went out with teacher Nurul and them <33
- My first friggin birthday surprise from them the FF <33333333

April:
- Turned 17 :3
- Sat for my first APR
- Got my first freakin' A for Maths! :'D
- Puqah's birthday surprise :p mwahaha!
- was part of 5th National Congress on Biology (a hell of a nerd :p )

May:
- Nothing much really.
- Nada chemistry lecturer wah! :@

June:
- banar. college boring
- My life sucks without the whole 5B around esp. my best friend

July:
Still havent gotten my freaking Chemistry lecturer. such a piss =="
- 2nd APR

August:
Fasting month

September:
- Raya
- Our freaking official appointment as the Student council 2011/12
- I hate college :|

October:
- Sat for mock exam
- AS Level!!!!!!!!!1

November:
- AS Level
- Raya Haji

December:
- Met teacher Nurul :p and.......... :p HEHE!
- Handling Fam's business. tough ya know

Well, since today is the last day of 2011, I'm hoping for a happy ending. I miss 5B so freakin bad :( y u no understand?! haha :(

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I'd like to wish everyone a

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :))

I hope my 2012 will be 'fun'? Full with achievements and stay focused. I better not get distracted AGAIN like back then during my O Level's year :( I'm not gonna let my childhood dream go just like that :| and I wish to stay closer again with my best friends and the 5Bs like we used to be. I know we're going to separate ways which separate us. But yeah, I hope our friendship wont fade just like that.

That's all,

Au Revoir!

There's no other friggin place like home

2011-12-22T19:55:00.004+08:00

So, I'm back! I'm not enjoying my friggin short vacation. I guess I'm missing them so badly, i.e my 5Bs and teachers so much :( I even dreamt about them. sigh. :(

Home is where I was born, a place where almost all of my learning process of every single thing happens, get educated and met bunch amazing people in my life <33 It is also where, I started to achieve whatever I wanna achieve in my life. I worked my arse off back then in High school to achieve whatever I want and I've experienced flunking too ya know. it hurts too much. Gone through every ups and downs. I wonder how it feels like to go through this kind of things outside your comfort zone. sounds v.exciting to me! :p

talking about people, some people come into my life and go just like that. I know this is life, where people come and go. But hey, if you want someone to stay in your life, make an effort :) I've done my part, so like its up to them to decide. I've decided to stick with my High school friends esp. my 5Bs and teachers :) They're the best thing that have ever happened to me. They know me best more than I did. LOL! I'm not ready to open up to my college friends. well, I did, only to some which I'm close to. Yes, I'm having trust issues as I'm traumatized by my past and something happened to me this year. LOL-ing. wth. I just cant wait to get out from College in less than a year! :8)

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One of life greatest treasure is the discovery of friendship that can grow separately without growing apart

- Anonymous

Emo jua eh,
Au Revoir!

I'm leaving tomorrow :8)

2011-12-19T14:15:00.001+08:00

I'll be on a hiatus for a lil bit starting tomorrow. I'll be on my short vacation :8D at least than nothing :B NYEHEHE!

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Hey, you. Yes you! my #1 stalker, my "big" sister and my best friend. You are still my best friend till whenever :') anyway, I miss being called pinks by you. HAHA! :p gosh! I miss every single thing :(

Top of all, thank you for everything and for always being there whenever I'm having emotional break downs when no one else was :') I love you. anyway yes, I'm glad to hear that you are no longer emo ;) <3 for now. HAHAHA! smh :p

ps: yes, I hate/loathe/dislike that douche bag! :8) ahax!

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Highlights of the day:

Whenever I'm rehearsing my choreography w/ fecks and the SEEDlings, they were like "eh ada muscle!" referring to my biceps. I mean how on earth they can noticed that when I, myself never noticed it. LOL! nigguh puhlease I dont do weight lifting. majal lagitu. I only do extreme outdoor sports 0:)

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I gotta keep the post short as I'm currently busy for real handling everything. :B

ps: I havent pack. LOLOLOL!

see ya soon,

Au Revoir!

she was the one that wore tudung like an In*on in SMMG.

2011-12-18T21:56:00.003+08:00

this thing i'm wearing is making me sweat like a ~~pig~~.

all i can say is... wow. it's been a while now Miz. :')

hello and assalamualaikum. i'm Damia' Damit. Mizah's #1 ~~stalker~~ fo sho. oh wait, no. i'm one of her used-to-be classmate in Menglait. when was it? macam batah saja. :p hmm. last two years and last year. we were in form 4 and 5 Bijaksana. yes, i was a bookworm back then. or ~~still am~~......

on early 2011 ( around February i think ), O'Level results came out. as expected, i only got 5 O's. as for your own knowledge, i am one of those people that do things last minute. i prefer it that way. thank me for my laziness. PLEASE, I INSIST! for me, 5 is enough. plus, i only failed in POA, ~~on purpose~~. not a big deal though. 0:) haha. know why? my actual aim was to get into MTSSR. :)

Ka Leha on the left.

Along and Qilah are still my classmates. :p

i got accepted in MTSSR, Mizah and my other friends got accepted in PTEK, MD and PTEM. i must admit, i can't cope up if i chose PTEM. :S so yeah, new friends new environment. it's true, what some people might say that College life is different than High School. :( but thank you Allah, for letting me meet this great guy i love so much and took away my pain~ eseh. :p if you get what i mean Miz. after all those years of ~~wasteful~~ tears over that ~~same guy~~. in which Mizah hates so much more than anything else. HAHA.

i miss everything about them. i truly do. the class, the chairs, the broom ( lol ) and most of all, MY table ( where i used to put my name and posters of Megan Fox and Rob Patt. *sigh. those times with you guys, Miz. i miss the most!

the saddest part of my 2011 so far, where i lost my eldest sister. on 26th October 2011 exactly at 6:00am. al-Fatihah for her. i will always love her, no matter what. :')

thank you Miz, after all these years of being my friend. although we are now in a different environment, you're still like a " little " sister to me and my best friend. i love you for being such a good friend. and thank you. T__T i am now no longer emo Miz. you happy to hear that? :p <3

#Bruneimemecomic

2011-12-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

BURNNNNNNNNNNNNN! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Burning all the way,
Au Revoir!

The Time

2011-12-17T22:43:00.001+08:00

This is why I hate being so sentimental.................

I miss my best friends, 5B and my SMMG teachers so freakin' extremely baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd :'(

sigh,
Au Revoir!

:"((((((((

#My2012Goals

2011-12-14T10:02:00.003+08:00

So lets set my 2012 goals now:

1. Get 3A* in My A Level examination hence scholarship ;)

2. Do medical attachment before sending my UCAS

3. Get a driving license as soon I turned 18 :p

4. To be extra diligent, focus and organized

5. stop being mean 0:) <= kali. LOL!

6. Be a good religion, do hajat prayers daily.

7. Stay healthy :8)

8. Go to Singapore and uk during the hols

9. less shopping, Save some money

10. bully teacher nurul successfully. haha. jk

11. Keep in touch with my High school teachers and friends ;) ♥

12. get some more certificates so my application will stand out.
13. Spend my 18th birthday with teacher nurul and the 5B. if possible. :") miss you people!

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Don't give up on your dreams. Sometimes all that is needed is one or two insights to dramatically change your future.

~ Bob Grant

I guess thats all,

Au Revoir!

Confusion

2011-12-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hey, I'm blogging in the middle of the night.

I cant sleep :/

This is freaking why I shouldnt take a nap in the afternoon

plus, I'm depressed. Been eating chocolates since like........... an hour ago? I should stop consuming it :( HAHA!

I miss my 5B's chatters, laughters, screams and rants. I miss EVERY SINGLE THING! I dont know why am I still holding on to the memories. A reason why I sometimes cant move on. I just cant wait to leave college next year! :'D nyehehehehe!

Anyway, I'm confused with myself. I dont know what do I really really like. I'm into sciences, arts and whatsoever. Basically, not trying to be vain, I'm good in everything that I'm into. LOL!

Entah yo!,
Au Revoir!

Hello 5th December!

2011-12-05T16:14:00.001+08:00

Firstly,

Happy Birthday to my favourite, most gorgeous and best teacher on earth, Teacher Nurul! May u be blessed with longevity, prosperity and endless happiness :)) Looking forward to stumbled upon you (again) somewhere near the future :p HEHEHEHE!

ps: stop giving me adrenaline rush whenever I stumbled upon you :( hahaa!

I know I'm so jabir that I'd say this "thank you for all of your hardwork all these times, thank you for helping me in making my dreams coming true, sooner. insyaAllah" Ya know, I cant thank my teachers enough because all of their hardwork are so....... priceless! I really wish that they are the ones who are teaching me in college, but no. because it's so impossible. I miss them so much! :(

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So far, my holiday has been well "spent" :p Some plans didnt work as planned. But oh well, just hope for the outermost best I guess? I want my holiday to be so meaningful and yet, full with preparations? apakannnnnn. LOL.

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and recently,

SEEDS' appreciation night baby! It was held on 4th Dec @ UBD MPH. The theme was malay classic. a hell of one amazing night :)

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and yesterday, I was humiliated in front of my fav.teacher. HAHAHAHA! :( I also found out that she's been friends with my aunty since like forever (abis laaaa!) I was with my cousins when I saw her yesterday, she was with her gangs. I'd keep the details by myself saja. HAHA! I'm too stingy to share it :8) It was so shocking yet memorable. awwh. I miss her already :'(

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current addiction:

There's something behind this song :)

ps: in 5 days, I'm going back to the place where I spent the best 5 years of my life :') I miss my high school so much! ♥♥

am gonna keep myself busy now :p,

Au Revoir!

My holiday starts now!

2011-11-29T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hellew people! Today's my last day of College for this year >:D Which was supposed to be tomorrow. Who cares neway? I need my frickin' holiday now after a hectic year. It was all worth it I guess? Been through ups and downs, emotional breakdowns, depression and whatsoever as usual. Well ladies and gentlemen, thats life. life'll never get easier as we grow older, in fact, life's getting harder. We have to work hard in order to achieve something (well duh?) HAHA! I wanna be a kid. In fact I miss being a kid. ya know why? because when we were a kid, everything seems to be possible and nothing is impossible (the words itself says im possible). We will try very hard and take every risks in order to achieve whatever we wanna achieve. We dont have to worry about insecurities, big responsibilities and tasks because everything were spoon fed. The only problem we had were having difficulties in matching the colour to be used in our drawing. Everything were full with possible imaginations. But as we grow older, everything seems to be impossible, haunted with the fear of failures and have to face nerve wrecking problems. We also have bigger responsibilities to hold, bear with all the obstacles and so on.

But yeah, who am I to complain about everything? I dont have the freaking power to stop everything or to turn life the other way round. all I have to do is, accept the fact and pray for the best because Allah will always be there for you and is the ones who'll ease your pains, helps you to solve your problems and lightens your burdens :)

I always keep this in mind:
- everything happens for a reason.
-Never be overly proud of something, because whatever goes up, must comes down.
-Be grateful for whatever you have, you'll regret it once its taken away from you.
- People come and go. Be bear with it.

So, lets talk about college now. I found college very amusing sometimes. Like, the subjects that I struggled back then in high school are the ones that I'm good at currently O.O wowser? As one of the student council, we get to organize some events in college, fun yet tiring. I'll miss this as soon I enter uni. I'm targetting University of Southampton by the way and will do medicine :) Just hope for the best. Hopefully my childhood dream will come true!

Oh yeah, I'll be in upper 6 soon. What I mean by soon is in a month time. scary? a bit. sounds very depressing too. But yeah. I'm just a few inches away from my freakin' ambition!! alhamdulilah :)) Lets start working extremely hard now!

I dont know what else to talk about,
Au Revoir!

another fake tilt shifts.

2011-11-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

everything were taken in Singpaore.

Au Revoir!

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2011-11-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

Just cant get enough

2011-11-24T17:55:00.001+08:00

Tsup earthlings?! I'm baccckk! I've officially finished my AS Level exam yesterday! Overall it was fine I guess? Lets just pray for the best :) So, a month to go till my final year in college (insya Allah) oooo "exciting"!

The 4th term of school holiday is coming very soon! exactly what I need!

College, so far was fine I guess? and again, I cant avoid the ups and downs. all I can do is, to face it and make some improvements day by day. I cant afford making any more stupid mistakes as my future is just right infront of me, I cant turn back either. okay what am I crapping about? LOL!

All I can say now is, holiday please come v.v.v.v.sooon! :( HAHAHA!

ps: I miss my past so badly :(

That's all,

Au Revoir!

Tiny living creature.

2011-11-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

Breakaway

2011-10-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

Tsup earthlings?! so, approximately a year to go till my university year. Uni of Southampton wait for me! time flies, I must not waste any more time and procrastinate. pfft! I'm still sticking to medical field. hopefully I'll get it. I dont wanna let it go just like that, I've been waiting for that since like forever.

Talking about the medical field, Brunei is lacking of doctors. here's the evidence taken from Brunei's Ministry of health's website

Department of Medical Services

Vacancies for Doctors In Department of Medical Services

Specialty	Specialist	Senior Medical Officer	Medical Officer
A&E Medicine			Yes
Anesthesia	Yes		Yes
Cardiology	Yes	Yes	Yes
Respiratory Medicine		Yes	Yes
Critical Care Medicine			Yes
Dermatology			Yes
Infectious Diseases/Tropical Medicine	Yes	Yes	Yes
Internal Medicine (Endocrinology)		Yes	Yes
General Medicine		Yes	Yes
Neurosurgery			Yes
Obstetrics & Gynecology	Yes	Yes	Yes
Oto-Rhino-Laryngology			Yes
Renal Medicine			Yes

Applications should be sent to the Director-General of Medical Services at:

Director-General of Medical Services

Department of Medical Services
Ministry of Health
Commonwealth Drive
Bandar Seri Begawan BB3910
Brunei Darussalam

I'm pretty sure they needed it in a huge number. Whats more we're lacking of local doctors. Most of the doctors in the local hospitals are foreigners, the one who misdiagnosed alot, too lazy to diagnose patients (they give panadol or antibiotics just like that without checking thoroughly. the hell?!) and sometimes are not real qualified doctors (no offence. ugly truth! am not being a controversialists). because in other country, we can buy the certificates but hey, you cant buy knowledge. I'm not being so racist or what. I am talking about the real shit, the ugly truth that sometimes people cant accept. Keep this in mind, not all doctors, only some okay.

forget what I've said just now. lol! I wanna be the one who change that situation in local hospitals near the future. I wanna stop the local people's stereotypical minds about hospital and the misdiagnosing whole thing. I do also wanna be the one to change the narrow minds. I wanna be the one who saved people's lives and give hope to them. To me, everyone deserves a second chance. Who knows, I can change their lives.

I know all that needs a lot of hard work and takes time. I do also know, I can achieve it. Every success comes from ourselves and believe that we can. Wish me luck yeah? :)

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A lot of things are happening currently. I'm having a hard time to accept it. I dont wanna talk about it, as I dont wanna hurt those hearts. I'll keep it by myself.

Currently, I am still sitting for my AS Level exam. in a week time I'll be doing my biology practical exam :] Just hope I wont repeat the same mistakes :s and will be more prepared this time.

Good luck for exams everyone! :)

ps: Al-Fatihah :') I am still shocked and still cannot believe it :( May Allah bless your soul and place you di tempat yang mulia di sisinya. amin!

pps: I miss my besties, my high school friends and teachers :(

That's all,

Au Revoir!

Before the sun sets

2011-10-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

The old times never dies

2011-10-04T16:47:00.003+08:00

one of my fav. photo with them. too bad not everyone is present. anyway,

I miss my dslr! u see there? in that friggin photo? nadawah. kidding bro! HAHA!

I miss everyone in there :"( its almost a year since I left that high school :( if Menglait were to have a Pre-U, I'd be the first one to move in there. haha. but too bad. very impossible :( The only part that I hate about growing up is goodbyes. well who doesnt? only heartless, emotionless people does.

Want a complete description about my 5B?
A very vain class, whenever I leave my dslr hangin' around fo sho, after a while there'll be tonnes of pics of them and then they forced me to upload it. HAHA! Whenever one of us broke down, everyone is there to calm him/her. We're like a heck of one big happy-crazy-family. I miss every single moment. Every ups and downs, crazy times, the "sikit lagi" jokes and everything.

I am so grateful to have had them and we're still sticking to each other :)

People were right when they said "your high school friends is your true best friends". I cant argue more on that. the 5B and 5A are now an extended family :p/ friends forever ♥

ps: I miss my high school teachers: teacher nurul, teacher faizah, teeacher razidah, teacher azlina, cgu.saerah, Mrs.Shahi, Mrs.Holland, I miss the labs, I miss being lectured, I miss the deathly stares and I miss every single thing about Menglait!

I miss the old times,
Au Revoir!

Someone is turning 18! >:)

2011-09-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

this is what happened if u leave ur dslr hangin' around :p

never leave your dslr hangin' around :p

Happy 18th birthday to me bbg, Dk.Najah Damia'! U're legal now! Get a driving license soon and lets date soon-er? :p haha! May u be blessed with the awesomeness of life and have an awesome day me bbg! :) xx

Lotsa ♥,

Meez,
the last action hero :p

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Sap people? So, I've killed 9 papers for my "kuali-flying exam" :B one more paper to go! NYEHEHEHEHE! BBBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT! after a week plus, I'll be sitting for my As Level exam. hopefully I'll get good grades. Amin! :) Then in few months time I'll be in upper six :S My future is right infront of me. How scary can it friggin be?! I am so not gonna make it slipped away! its just the matter of working extremely hard to get in there. I know I can do it :))

ps: yes, I'm still on my hiatus :B

Thats all,

Au Revoir!

Pretty yellow flower ;)

2011-09-29T22:35:00.001+08:00

All I can say is............... BOKEHLICOUS! >:)

oh look! sun! :p

2011-09-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

Original lens flare :8) taken exactly a year ago......

Au Revoir!

what a spoilt brat

2011-09-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

I love both of my parents so much. No other words can describe it. Looking back at whatever needs I needed and things I wanted, they'll for sure fulfilled it. I'm sucha spoilt brat ya know. yes, I admit it. Everything that I wanted cost them a fortune but in return, all they ever wanted is to see me succeeded in my field and make them very proud. You see, that's how big our parents' love are that they dont ask for a payback and willing to sacrifice everything. I shall say, I'm the luckiest "brat" to have my parents. I thank Allah for that for giving me sucha wonderful parents. Somewhere out there, there are plenty of unfortunate kids who doesnt have parents like mine. So, Please appreciate your parents. They bought you to the earth, introduced you to life, sacrificed everything and gave you full protection sprinkled with endless love. Tho you cannot feel it, I'm pretty sure you will one day.

ps: exam's around the corner. eep! :(

back on hiatus,
Au Revoir!

Sewiously! #OnHiatus

2011-09-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've gone crazy! and I'll be back as soon I'm done killing the papers! prolly by the end of November? I'm on hiatus starting from today. mmmhmmm! I'll be sitting (on) for my End of year exam sooner than I could've ever imagined! and followed by my As Level! :( How scary can it be? :s Good Luck to my friends for the whatever exam that you'll be sitting :)

Exam fever!,

Au Revoir!

All or Nothing

2011-09-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

Today, I learnt that in order to achieve your dreams, there's no such thing as stepping stones (Mrs.Shashi once told me that) and using people in order for you to succeed (which I never did, I swear!). Work hard. That's the only way to achieve your dreams. If its meant to be, it will be and there'll be. All dreams come true if we have the courage to pursue them. All you need to do is wait and make extra efforts. Before this, yes, I think going for tuition is a stepping stone to achieve whatever you have dreamt for by judging this someone (which explains why I followed his footsteps back then when I started being an upper sec.student. badddd mentor! :p) who went to tuition, looked extremely relax, whose attitude is almost the same like me! That someone got a good result and get a freaking scholarship like and is now a medical student (I'm so jelly right now:( thats one of my dream!) :# In reality, the purpose of tuition is actually just to help us to improve our skills. stop slacking and stop procrastinating like fork sake?!

Well, I guess I need to work extra hard and stop judging the book by its cover (I did? lol!). You never knew what disguise they put on to fool you. nyeh.

ps: Have I told you that we've started our first day of College for the new term? well I just did. LOL! Back to the other life (dude! we have a life too okay? we, the college kids has a life okay. Life as a college student. duh~)

pps: I really hope my dreams will come true.

ppps: watch me as I go, be dumb founded as I'm rising up like a skyscraper. I thank you for looking down @ me before :)

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Someday perhaps change will occur when times are ready for it instead of always when it is too late. Someday change will be accepted as life itself.

- Shirley MacLaine

I think of life itself now as a wonderful play that I've written for myself, and so my purpose is to have the utmost fun playing my part.
-Shirley MacLaine

a change is on the way,

Au Revoir!

#ThatCuteMoment

2011-09-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

Ari, my 2 year old cousin was playing with his car and rolled it at the pillar

and he went like "Look mommy! my car can go up to the hill"
aunty kath: Ari thats not a hill!
Ari: it can go up to the mountain.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Aunty kath just rolled her eyes at me.

grr! that QT,
Au Revoir!

Happy Eid Mubarak!

2011-08-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

Selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin to my 5Bians, high school mates, friends, beloved teachers and muslims from all over the world!

From the deepest side of my heart, I'd like to apologize if I ever hurt your feelings intentionally/unintentionally. I know I've been sucha badass and bullier all this time :p haha!

Happy eid mubarak once again! Hope to see the following Ramadhan. Enjoy~ ;)

Lotsa Love,
Meez Hr

#10thingsidrelive

2011-08-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

the 10 things I'd relive:
1. High school
2. My childhood when I lived in the uk
3. the time I had in 4B/5B
4. first day of high school. I was really innocent. haha
5. Being a baby :p
6. 2007 ( i had a really big brain that time and was a total nerd :p)
7. Graduation ceremony, 16th March 2011 ♥
8. my O'Level.
9. talking to my late grandpere' for the last time
10. being carefree :B

I know I cant rewind the time. but hey again, memories will remain forever.
the memories are the best damn thing that I've ever had,
Au Revoir!

Slow mo shutter

2011-08-22T09:08:00.000+08:00

Ignore the whatever defects u see & saw 0:)

Slow shutter (kinda :p),
Au Revoir!

The sky walkers :p

2011-08-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

I miss those 3 :')

Levitation photography with ♥,
Au Revoir!

Not-so-a-free-advert

2011-08-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

Ignore the ooogly background :p haha

Au Revoir!

Dear best friend,

2011-08-20T22:52:00.001+08:00

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

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You have no idea how much I'm missing you. 5 months since the last time we met/date :p it feels like I havent seen you for what, 500 years? only god knows how much it hurts when your best friend is not around and be right in front of you when you needed them the freaking outermost. You never talked to me unless I started the conversation but, after few texts the convo died just like that. sigh. This is life isnt it? I'm not trying to live in your shadows or whatever. Its just. I dont know. Its hard to not have a best friend to be with ya esp during your hardest time. I know I still have my other high school friends who always being there for me and I really really appreciate that :') I just want my best friend(s)......... it's killing me slowly to see my high school friends have their high school best friends to be around with them. god! I'm jelly :'(

I cannot believe it I'm crying over this. MY GOD!

ps: yaaaaaaay me! I'm missing the old times so badly. I want it back. I want my high school friends and teachers back. I'm missing you guys so freaking bad :'(

sigh,

Au Revoir!

#instagram

2011-08-18T05:48:00.000+08:00

My chemistry and biology bibles. :p

yay circular measure! NOT!

I keep this in my diary. to inspire me every single day (and making me to miss them even more)

My bestest companion in rendering and relishing my creativity in making my own notes/mind map for the past 2 years plus now :)

My best friend's name :) ♥

ps: and yes, she have my name on hers too

That's all,

Au Revoir!

Straight through my heart

2011-08-13T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hi.

I miss my bestest friends in the whole wide world, my 5B, 5A, my juniors and my teachers! :'(

I miss them sooo freakingly extremely much!

I miss the time when everything seems to be alright. I know this is part of growing up. I hate the life that am facing currently, the life of the real challenging world. During my high school years no one has ever back stabbed me, neither irritates me too much. Everything was just fine. sigh :( I just want the old life back. but no, life's meant to be going forward not backwards.

But am glad I still have some part of me in College. Nothing will feel the same. no one can ever replace them...

No, I am not emo,
im reminiscing my past,
cherished every moment I had,
Flashing back those tears made me laugh but I never thought the laugh can made me cry,

ps: again, im busy with my college and will try my best not to let my blog to be invaded with dusts. LOL!
pps: I am now Ezwa Raziq's loyal reader 0:)

Au Revoir!

Heyeap. they should

2011-08-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

ummmm. happy 2nd anniversary :)

yes you angry birds should get some help with your angers. HAHA! :p

Au Revoir!

Happy Fasting Muslims! :D

2011-08-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

"Assalam! My name is Syaaban. I am advising you that my neighbour Ramadhan will be visiting you soon with his wife Rezeki & 2 children Sahur & Iftaar. They will be accompanied by 3 grandchildren Rahmat, Berkat, Taubat. They will leave after 30days by Eid Idul Fitr. Treasure them & you will be blessed... Ramadhan Kareem :)"

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Happy fasting to all muslims around the world :) Stregthen your imans, seek for his forgiveness and blessings.

and oh, Happy 1st August too! :p

ps: I miss you my bestest friend in the whole wide world, 5B, teachers and my old mates so much!! :(

Alhamdulilah Ramadhan is back!,
Au Revoir!

In the middle of nowhere

2011-08-01T18:14:00.002+08:00

I swear my college is in the middle of the desert! HAHAHA!

ps: taken up up in the ayer~ :p i.e from the plane bebehs! :B

Au Revoir!

Nissan 350z :B

2011-07-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

I miss my late grandpa :'(

2011-07-31T14:58:00.000+08:00

I miss my late grandpa :'( Al-Fatihah. This year is his 4th year since he left us :')

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Neway, It has been a longggggggggg time since the last time I updated my blog. whoops! Been busy with college. umyeahh. So, the holy month of Ramadhan is coming very soon. what I mean by soon is, it's either tomorrow (hopefully) or the day after tomorrow. I cant wait! :D Talking about Ramadhan, As Level exam is approaching extremely soon-er than I've ever expected!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D: Maigaaaaaaaadd! I am partially ready but not-so-ready for bio's practical. The month after Ramadhan I'd be busy with my unc's wedding, raya and revision. whoaa! Gotta love life. LOL!

I dont like my current college. it's freakingly disorganized! I mean the admin ==" Like its almost the end of year and they still havent freakingly appoint us, the student council!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAIGAD!! WTH? Whats more u've created a bad influence to the student as well as bad impression to the outsiders because of the delay and whatsoever. I dont wanna talk much.oh well. good luck on that!

Thats all,

Au Revoir!

pond to ponder

2011-07-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

"Kadang-kadang manusia mudah putus asa akan rahmat Allah sebelum melakukan sesuatu, kadang-kadang manusia terlalu mahukan yang terbaik tanpa berusaha yang terbaik, kadang-kadang manusia jahil dalam ilmunya tanpa berusaha memperbaikinya, ingatlah kebekatan dalan hidup ini perlukan hijrah ke arah yang makruf"

- via iLuvIslam

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that statement above made me dumb founded. it's so true. Like, I've always wanted the best, but I didnt make full effort hence didnt give my outermost best shot! whats more, I always give up (true!) before I even tried it. So from now on and so forth, I will make a full effort in order to get whatever I've desired and of course with prayer & blessings :)

That's all,

Au Revoir!

Brunei's water village

2011-07-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

The legendary Jong Batu

Lotsa pics (not!),

Au Revoir!

Hello July!

2011-07-03T12:12:00.000+08:00

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It's July already man! Time sure did flies so fast and its the 9th Month since I left my high school :') Life in college, all I can say is average. Nothing special but of course met bunch of new people. I'm still sticking with my High school friends tho. So, next week is my 2nd APR. oh mann! I hope to get at least 2A's. amin! This month is soo gonna be extremely packed! with As Level in few months away and my new job as the head of discipline (IKR!). I think I can manage. Insya Allah.

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"Everything happens for a reason and sometimes that reason can teach you something great in life" -

#ItsThingsInLife

That's all,

Au Revoir!

Non slow shutter

2011-06-29T10:56:00.000+08:00

Location: Tasek Lama, BSB

only god knows what camera did I used. HAHA. This was taken 3 years ago when I was in form 3 :8)

Au Revoir!

Uprising

2011-06-24T20:25:00.001+08:00

Tsup homo saphians?! Been busy lately and guess what??? I'm in the freaking student council! I'm in the bureau of discipline #thatawkwardmoment O.O meeehhhh! currently I'm doing the 4 days leadership course. Helloooooo to extremely busy life! 8)

I miss my best friends, my classmates the 5Bians and my high school teachers! :( High school is the freaking only place where I feel like home? and is where the real people are :( I admit it, I've already blended with my new life in College but............ idk. :( I'm looking forward for my friggin next graduation! :B HEHE! I know, I'm freakingly awesome like that! B)

2nd APR is coming very sooon, like seriously soon and so does As Level!! uh-oh! :O Gotta work hard mannn! I must keep my freaking promise! and I want N.D7K like soon-er?

I'm......... photography deprived (only applies to human like me :p HAHA!)

Gotta blast!
Au Revoir!

#OurBrunei

2011-06-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

Bruneians who owns twitter, unlock ur accounts just for a day and lets make this happen!

Lotsa Love,
Au Revoir!

Miniatures

2011-06-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

You might called it a miniature but I'm calling it as a masterpiece. HEHE! ;)

SMMG's Funday, 2010.

ps: this was my first attempt.

Knightsbrigde, UK

and UK

All photos that am using are from my very own photographs, just fyi. and and this miniature-looking-thingy is better known as tilt shift photography ;)

current addiction,

Au Revoir!

More of HDR Photos

2011-06-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

HDR stands for high dynamic range. just fyi.

Taken in KB

a hell one lonely shell

somewhere around Beribi

in an attempt HDR-ing the fireworks

I'm bored,

Au Revoir!

The world is obsessed with facebook and still are :B

2011-06-08T16:36:00.000+08:00

LOL!
Au Revoir!

Me, 4 months ago

2011-06-07T22:41:00.001+08:00

I can't believe it I was THAT depressed before! :O oh well. I guess I'm over it already? It took some time for me to fit in, unfortunately :O

I cant thank them, the teachers enough for whatever they had done to me till I reached at this point :') yes, I miss them.......

this will be archived (well, already did. LOL!),
Au Revoir!

Tears behind the smile

2011-06-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

Some people appear so happy with a smile upon their face
It seems they're always laughing, the jolliest person in the human race
If you could look into their heart and see the grief hidden there
You'd see the tears behind the smile and the pain hidden there
There's people on this Earth, who never think about themselves
They reach out to others and they're always ready to help
Because they never say a word they're left alone to grieve
If you would look behind the smile you'd see they have a need
They hurt alone in silence when unkind words are said
They pray for those who hurt them every time they bow their head
You'll never see their suffering because they continue to smile
All alone they cry the tears that's hidden behind the smile
You'll never know the tears hidden behind the smile
You won't know another's pain until you've walked with them a while
Don't ever be deceived by the smile they always make
You'll only know their hurt when the tears run down their face

nuf said,
Au Revoir!

and so,

2011-05-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

Today, I went for my not-so-montly-appointment @ RIPAS. #blah. My doctor is like a good friend if mine :p I told em about everything (that includes me, still missing my high school, which again he and the medical student agreed because of everything). Whats more, he keeps on smacking the table whenever I told him about my current updates. especially this one, when he smacked the table too hard. "I'm in college already" and he went "WAHHHH! time sure did travels so fast" with his eyes wide open. LOL! He's one of the people whom I want to cherish for the rest of my life. Because, not only he understands me so well, he's also a very inspiring person, which again, reminds me of Mrs.Shashi. Their comments on me, I-dont-think-its-a-coincidence-are-similar o.o ho well. He encouraged me to be a surgeon (he knows I wanna be it) because he believed that I can be a good doctor, which again reminds me of Teacher Nurul and Teacher Faizah :( both of them encouraged me to do well in the future, which well, somehow lift me back up whenever I'm down and sometimes it made me cry esp. when I'm reading back their (referring to my high school teachers as a whole) comments in my report card and during the memorable parents teacher meeting ever after my mock exam.

Talking about the Surgeon thang and after talking to this medical student just now, it got me thinking. I've been through so many hardships (and depressions) before I reached at my current stage. will I be bear with the uber stress? the demanding work? the never ending tests? short period given for the assignments? All of that are oozing in my head currently :S This is not the first time this sort of questions oozing in my head in a sudden. But hey yo, this is what I wanna do and be at the first place. I shant doubt about it anymore. it's proven when I am being so reluctant when someone is trying to change my mind about being a surgeon whole thing. I will work hard. I wanna achieve it. I'm just few steps away. Get the hell away outta my friggin way! stop blocking me from achieving what I wanna do and get in life.

I hope to get an A* in Bio for teacher Nurul, A* in Chemistry for teacher Faizah and A* in maths for teacher Azlina and Ms.Yong during my A Level exam. Amin!

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my current motivations are my high school teachers and my doctor :))

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uh yeah, I miss.......... my high school teachers so bad. :/ I cant get over it. remarkable. #blahdiblah

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school holiday please come faster! I wanna go out with my bimbo, 5Bians and 5Aians along with the kaki jalan (hopefully :'p )

thats all,

Au Revoir!

#2011wishlists

2011-05-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

1. N.D7k with the babies
2. N.X7 :B HEHE
3. More of C&K's gladiators.
4. Good grades in every tests.
5. I want my ultimate bimbo, partner in crime, best friend in whole wide world to be with me everyday like we used to be :'(
6. I want my high school teachers :')
7. I want the 5B back :(
8. I want all the laughters back, every sorrowness that we, the 5Bians had been through. gahd! I feel like an emo now =="

thats all I want.................. uh-huh. I'm still missing them :( shaaap?

Au Revoir!

Coolest thing that the Bruneians have done

2011-05-14T10:49:00.002+08:00

This was held 2 years ago [tsk, reminds me of my high school :'( ]. I love watching the people's expressions. LOL! :p

so cool,

Au Revoir!

yeah man why?

2011-05-14T10:19:00.000+08:00

I was wondering, why am I too obsessed with cameras and photography? o.O I know its my passion, im just wondering why and from where it started :O

Fweaky~

Au Revoir!

I never thought

2011-05-14T07:20:00.001+08:00

GP Class, Period 1, Block 3.3:

and so today, I attend GP class as usual, arguing ( i love to argue okay?) over the blah-di-blah environment and the blahs blahs. Then suddenly when we came to this topic/issue, my lecturer asked me at what age will I get married. It hits me so hard, like a meteor attacked the earth back then during the existence of the dinosaurs. umkay over. I never thought about this-kind-of-commitment-of-life. like seriously. All I ever think is my education and I wanna live my life without no hatredness (which I despair that ==" with people keeps on ignoring/using/taking advantage of my weakness and picking a fight over stupid sekadarish stuffs, whats more didnt fuckin' appreciate me at all, but I will try). Plus, my parents didnt put any pressure on me regarding this. Like, oh yeah mann! heh heh! I dont know when will I get married. I know its early to talk about this kind of thing, I'm a young adult and will be an adult real soon (the ogly fact). I am seriously speechless. dont ever try to bring up this question ever again! hahaha. because I seriously dont know how to respond to that kind of question o.o

marriage? ughhh,

Au Revoir!

500th post baby!

2011-05-14T07:19:00.000+08:00

My 500th post is dedicated to my Menglait teachers and awesome menglait friends! I miss you guys so much! :( x

Like seriously missing u guys,
Au Revoir!

#OMGFacts!

2011-05-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

the 3 of my friends (as stated above) are now in MD. They're so paranoid because they claimed that they saw me (a.k.a twin) in MD ==" seriously people? HAHA. Which obviously tells me that they miss me too much :'p HEHE! I bet my other ex-Menglait people in MD will claim the same thing too. Just wait and see. hahaha!!

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Happy 17th Birthday Fara! Welcome to the club :p HEHEHE! and Happy birthday to my Menglait teacher, Teacher Yusma and my big kasin, Kaka Jimbo. May the three of you will be blessed with the awesomeness of life and have a great day! :) xx

I miss the old times.

Au Revoir!

SMARTER's Gala night @ Empire Hotel & Country club | 30th April 2011

2011-05-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

HRH Prince Azim and the SMARTER's parents + staffs

Till then,

Au Revoir!

sexy hot babies!

2011-04-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

Sexy hot stuff!! *drools*

with the 50 mm baby on. they looked so cute together :p haha!

I call this as a mini bazooka :B

Hotdamnschnitzwits! D: Look at the nano coated lens! sheezzzz!

pocketful of sunshine :p

Sorreh. an extremely random post :p seriously, they're so friggin hot that I'd marry em. LOL!

ps: I was wondering sometimes, why am I born with a friggin expensive hobby? :s

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There's a dream in my soul, a fire that's deep inside me.
There's a me no one knows waiting to be set free.

I'm gonna see that day; I can feel it, I can taste it.
Change is coming my way.

I was born to be somebody. Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me.
I'll light up the sky like lightning, I'm gonna rise above,
show 'em what I'm made of, I was born to be somebody,
I was born to be, and this world will belong to me.

This life can kick you around,
this world can make you feel small.
They will not keep my down.
I was born to stand tall.

I'm goin' all the way.
I can feel it, I believe it.
I'm here, I'm here to stay.

N.D7k for life! ♥,

Au Revoir!

Yeah that hard!

2011-04-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Stop nagging yagging me man! thats the other reason why I still couldnt move on, well I do can move on a bit. better than nothing. :))

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and so today, as soon I finished class, I went to Menglait straight away. it was my other surprise attack. Hahaha. I love their expressions. LOL! :p

Teacher Razidah: Behapa kau di sini?
Me: saja *smirks*
Teacher Razidah: menyamak eh kau ani eh
Me: =="

I still love Menglait so much. :) that school is too nostalgic :')

I miss my teachers. Didnt get to see them all just now esp. teacher Nurul. maybe in my other surprise attack :'p haha! be prepared people!

I miss u guys already!
Au Revoir!

16th March 2011, Graduation Day's Speech.

2011-04-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yo! I'm archiving my Graduation day's speech for my Menglait's teacher to read (because some of them knows my blog :p) and for me to reminisce back one day.

*click the image to enlarge*

I miss that so much! :'( and I'm still missing my high school. Sorry I just couldnt shut my mouth when it comes to Sekolah Menengah Menglait, Gadong :')

I'm reminiscing again! :(
Au Revoir!

15th April 2007

2011-04-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

What is the significant of the date?
- it marked the 4th year since nini passed away. I miss you so much nini! :'( Al-Fatihah

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ps: ehhh coolios! I'm in Menglait's blog! HEHE! and I am so proud, I did something memorable for me and my Menglait's teachers to remember and to cheerish the moment forever :') I was talking about the speech. lol! *click this linko winko*

pps: Cgu.Sham was in PTEK this morning for the MIB talks thingy. gad! seeing her made me to miss Menglait even more. can I seriously not cry tonight? :'(

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I'm missing my late nini so much,
Au Revoir!

another awesome day! ♥ | 09.04.11

2011-04-09T21:51:00.001+08:00

And so today, we went to Gadong as soon we finished our classes, yes in our school uniform obviously :p hehe! We as in the Menglaitians of the 5As and 5Bs. I know we're too awesome to be separated. i.e we are inseparable. :') First we went to Jolibee at the centerpoint. Puqah (her actual name is Piqah :p) had her belated birthday surprise. she was like, OH-EM-GEE! Glad u like it piqs. ;) Then we went to the mall and go hypering. around 3-ish plus, another bunch of group showed up late. But yeah, at least we had funn! :D

List of people who were there:

Mizah Rafaea, Datul Hj. Mahmud, Puqah/piqah, Faizah Zakaria, Leiyla Dani, Yazid Yahya (kami punya ayah :p) , Jiman Hj. Riduan, Quddus, Hafizul Asnawi and Barbie Lee :p

But it'd be awesomer if all of the 5As and 5Bs along with out "kaki Jalan" teacher were there :')

si Puqah beceramah. LOL!

Makaaaaaannnnn! >:p

Puqah's belated birthday surprise cake :B HEHE!

The inseparable divas :B

She's so happy playing that :p second childhood kaliah. hahaha!

Look! leiyls is taller than meee! :(

ps: NOT! :p

kuat makan ehh

Why so serious? :p

the dudes

Dim Sum-ing.

ps: I miss today, 26th March, 5B and SMMG so freaking bad! :')

till then,
Au revoir!

The curse of a Styrofoam container :p

2011-04-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hi, my name is *as stated at the container. lol!* and I'm pwetty. LOL!

I'm thirsty!

ps: Hi datul! labieu! ♥ :p HAHAHA!

This is what we did in college during lunch time when we are jobless. LOL! there's always a victim of our joblessness :p haha!

Thats all,

Au Revoir!

I'm 17. OMG!

2011-04-06T17:59:00.003+08:00

heh! yes people. I've turned 17 ever since 2 days ago. HEHE! I feel soo............. old? :( but neh, no thanks! My friends are older. HAHAHAHAHAHA! First of all, I want to thank me bebe girl, Damia' Damit for the awesome blog post and yeah babe, be proud to be the first one to greet me on my actual day :') ♥ followed by my numero uno bimbo, Reena Asmadi ♥ I love and miss you guys so badly! :(

My day was awesome tho I really had a bad ending. who cares neway? But, I feel a lil bit sad, because usually I celebrate my birthday with my Menglait people around, but now...... not most of them are around here in college, It feels so weird, empty and incomplete. okay cut it off! :'(

I would also like to say thank you to my friends, lecturer, Menglait teachers and family for the greetings, either its via facebook, twitter or text messages ♥ I really appreciate that! and to those who sang for me, esp. me baby neeky ♥ :$ thank you! haha! and to my G.P classmates who sang for me too, thank you. I seriously dont know how to react + do when people sang a birthday song for me :'#

There was a time during my bio class, where my bio lecturer asked us to fill on our details. then after few minutes after she checked everything she went like "eh ada orang birthday lah, then they started to sing" :$ hehe! thank you!

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Happy 17th birthday to me numero uno bimbo, Reena Asmadi! ♥ May Allah bless you with long life and prosperous. Again, u were not here with me to celebrate ur birthday :( I feel so empty, I miss you so much! :( have a great one baby girl! xx

ps: I renewed my ic today, on my best friend's birthday. haha. should be during my birthday, but I was busy. who cares. I have my best friend's birth date on my ic. HEHE! but my photo looked........... so sucks? because I am tanned ever since I started college and i looked extremely dull. hehe! whatever.

thanks for the awesome greetings people!,
Au Revoir!

I'm the first person to greet her during her actual Birthday. :8)

2011-04-04T01:42:00.000+08:00

drum rolls, please? :D

Mizah, this is like... the 4th time aku greet kau. biar kau sasak. tambah lagi au invade kau punya ~~dusty~~ blog ani. MUA HA HA. so, for the 4th time...

Happy 17th Birthday bb girl!

last year, i greeted you when we were still in Menglait. ah, those days~ we were childish back then. (still am) hahaha. but today, i can't shout/scream at you personally by saying " HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~BITCH.~~ " ~~*sobs*~~ because you're in PTEK while i'm here sitting on the floor typing and emo-ing. being jobless and miskin. (eseeeeen. :p) i may not be there with you on your actual birthday, doesn't mean aku lupa kan kau, k? you'll always be my one and only, awesome friend. :')

may Allah bless you with good health, success and longevity bb. amin! have fun later with the rest of Menglait-ians. jangan lupa kan aku ah? :D aku sayang kau. HE HE HE. i miss you and durang jua. :8(

have a blasssssssssssssssssssssst!

♥ , Damia' Damit.

Wait what? :O

2011-04-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its April already? mannn. I've been abandoning this blog for sucha long time now. LOL! Blame college. Sooo, I'm here updating some craps and whine.

I'm tired, I'm moodless, I have lotsa assignments and homeworks to do. D: Like whaaaa? ho well, college's life. and I'm turning 17 in 1 day and 20 mins ==, oh mann. so basically I only have 1 day and 20 mins left to enjoy my life being a 16 year old. LOL! I remember I used to say: I want celebrate my 17th birthday in College when I was in high school, but now, I dont want it anymore. :') anyway, I am so not looking forward for this Monday. sigh. Because I'll be busy for the whole day with college stuffs and all. sabo je la~ nyeh! Plus birthday is just a date where u get a year older. All it matters is that you're still alive to enjoy life to the fullest. LOL! I am not expecting anything tho, since I already had the advanced celebration :') ♥
ps: I still want N.D7k ♥

anyway, the coolest thing that I've ever done during college was listening to songs with my earbuds in, while my Maths lecturer are explaining stuffs infront of the class and I just simply copy what she have wrote on the whiteboard (well obviously understand the whole crap). LOL! okay kids, do not try this at ~~home~~ school.

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As usual, I still miss my high school. like yeah mannn! :)

"Kami sekolah di PTEK, wear the kain and all. But our heart is still in Menglait. tetinggal"

- us, the Menglait people in PTEK, 30.03.11

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Happy birthday Teacher Faizah! May u be blessed with longivity, prosperity and happiness. have a great one! ♥ xx thanks for everything. still, I couldn't thank you enough for the things that u have done to me and preparing me for my future :') Have a wonderful day teacher! :)

I dont know what else to talk about,
Au Revoir!

Me latest masterpiece

2011-03-31T17:00:00.000+08:00

My latest Photoshop's creation. like yeah man! :8) HEHE!

I'm waay too awesome,
Au Revoir!

#100factsaboutme

2011-03-27T14:07:00.001+08:00

It's twitter thang, I'm too lazy to do it on my twitter :]

1. I am a mixed blood
2. was born on 4th April
3. I live my teenage dream. lol!
4. a geek
5. capucinno addict
6. starbucks fan-a-tic
7. Enjoy travelling around the world
8. I Love shopping
9. I love bags (not handbags obviously ==")
10. I Love photography
11. interested, so therefore im obsessed with medicine
12. wants to be a surgeon
13. bookworm :B
14. in love with biology ==,
15. I wear glasses
16. I have a vast collections of aviators, shades and sunglasses
17. Im starting to love maths.
18. Used to be called a spoilt brat (thanks alot! == )
19. Been a Prefect for the whole my life in Menglait
20. I am awesomely sarcastic
21. my fav.teachers are my teachers in Menglait
22. I love my friends forever (5As and 5Bs group name) ♥
23. Over imagination
24. I love lomography
25. I always sleep with my books scattered around on my bed. bahahaha!
26. Always going out (kaki jalan, is what teacher nurul have labelled me :B )
27. I Love gladiators
28. I Love sneakers
29. a gadget freak
30. an apple-fan-girl
31. I can cook
32. I used to be uberly sensitive
33. care about people around me tho they dont care about me
34. I love fiddling around with Photoshop CS 5
35. I seldom watch tv
36. I spend most of my time researching whatcraps on my laptop
37. I love strawberry yogurt
38. ambitious
39. I wanna invade the world (no, im kidding :p)
40. 4 and 5 are my fav. numbers
41. Been in a photography competition in national level and won the 4th place [so much for my first time :)) ]
42. I love music
43. I am in Student's extracurricular, educational and dramatic society (SEEDS)
44. I own a guitar
45. I own a dslr and a compact camera
46. I love to bully my menglait teachers :p
47. I get so irritated easily
48. I dont judge people bcause i'm not a judgemental
49. I love Menglait and our ionic bonding friendship
50. I was effingly nervous when I'm delivering a speech during my graduation day
51. I am the former head prefect of SMMG
52. I am the former assistant head prefect of SMMG
53. I am the former prefect of SMMG (lol!)
54. I love my Menglait teachers so much
55. I have destructive hands (in a good way tho)
56. I've been to UK, Paris and etc
57. My best friend is Reena Asmadi
58. I have so many commons with someone :p
59. imma gamer
60. I am always busy
61. I love arguing. so therefore dont try me. or else you'd end up debating with me ==,
62. I'm a science geek
63. I dislike being used D: (well who doesnt? == )
64. I love green and brown
65. I love vintage-ish flowers
66. I hate being forced to do the the things I really hate and dont have any passion on it
67. I'm getting taller, therefore my jeans are getting shorter =="
68. I'll be 17 in a week time
69. I'm gonna get my driving license next year. wohoo!
70. I've never been in a relationship neither falling in love (i'm too awesome)
71. I love charles and keith, converse and Esprit
72. My favorite perfume is Lacoste, touch of pink
73. I love being me. mehehehe!
74. I love Agnes Monica, Ashley Tisdale and G.Na
75. I love plaid shirts more than Ts :O
76. I dislike wearing skirts (note that!)
77. I play squash
78. I hate make-ups
79. apparently, I seldom spend some time with me familia.
80. a pre-u student
81. I'm taking bio, chem, maths and GP in college
82. I love my giorgio armani jeans
83. I love cargo pants
84. I am hyper
85. I can be random at times
86. I have lotsa crazy ideas 8)
87. I love to amuse people with my awesomeness :p
88. I hate being disorganized
89. I love grungy stuff
90. I love being busy with life :O
91. I love hanging out with my Menglait/friends forever and me menglait teacher
92. When people ask me something, I'll answer it in unique-ish way. stress :p
93. I'm starting to love musical classical movie :O G.P class thought me that :p
94. I dislike being stared at
95. i'm talkative, apparently ==" haha
96. I dislike intros, let people discover it by themselves. hahaha
97. I love being waay different from others :8)
98. I'm actually athletic, but Imma lazy ass :B
99. I'm shy
100. I like to do my own things 0.0

Me gad that long?
Au Revoir!

Friends forever so-called-hangout ♥ | 26.03.11

2011-03-27T09:07:00.002+08:00

Leiyls

Paijah :p

Miz :]

Look at us :p haha

DDR freaks :p

Yesterday we went out for a so-called-hangout/gathering. hehehe! ♥ I went out from 10 AM - 5.30 PM. HOHO! First we went to CA.Mohammad for breakfast with teacher Nurul, thanks teacher! teacher lawa (obviously) HEHE! Have I told you I was planning to bully teacher nurul? turns out she's the one who bullied me, berabis lagitu. == haha! and and Teacher Nurul went home early because she got something else going on after that. Around 12+ pm, there's this awkward moment, my friends surprised me! Awww :') they gave me an advance birthday surprise. thank you guys! :) ♥ There goes my first birthday surprise from my friends forever/classmates/the 5As and 5Bs :)) ♥ Then around 1-ish pm, we make a move to the mall and start hypering around. HEHE! btw, we watched big momma. highly recommended! :B

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My advance birthday cake ♥

This bubbles reminds me of my bubbly advance birthday surprise ♥ thanks once again guys! :)

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Look at our couple thing. haha :p I Love my best friend just the way she are ♥
btw, RMIVUXG stands for Reen and Meez is vaining using x-ray Gamma. LOL! thats why we're readioactive ♥ haha! we came across to that during our physics lesson in Menglait :')
ps: Reen have my name on it and I have hers. awww :p

pps: Be jealous. hahaha! :)

Yesterday was a blast ♥,

Au Revoir!

Happy hole-i-day!

2011-03-21T08:44:00.000+08:00

Finally, the 1st term of the school holiday! woot woot! Happy holiday students! use ur time wisely! :D

I'm sorry I havent update this blog for sucha long time now :p I'm busy with my current life. College so far, was fine. I'm still missing my high school, my classmates and teachers so much. hoho! some might kill me for that and say "geez woman! move on already!" yeah man. easy to say but so hard to do. But whatever it is, I will never ever ever not ever forget my high school teachers, they're all my fav.teachers and the one who have helped me to become a good young adult as well as preparing me and the others for the future :') I miss everything! me gad! :(

ps: 14 more days left! OMGGG!
pps: I cant wait for the 26th! ♥ :)

I dont know what to blog :O,
Au Revoir!

SEEDS Registration and workshop, 3rd batch | 18th & 19th March 2011

2011-03-21T08:34:00.000+08:00

Welcome to SEEDS 3 juniors! :)

us, the seniors.

That's all,

Au Revoir!

Menglait's Prize presentation | 16.03.11

2011-03-21T08:31:00.001+08:00

us :)

Guess what?! Teacher Nurul's awarded as the "Guru Cemerlang 2010"! awww :')

Them with Mr.Liew, our principal

Them with the Guru cemerlang 2010 :p

and again

Me fav. teacher :) Oh look! I'm tanned! thanks to the college for the free tanning session. =="

ps: before this was taken, teacher nurul was like, geez! turun wah, u're too tall. LOL!

Okay, whats with my tudung? LOL! thats my baby girl, Malina Rahim ♥

and me other baby girl, Zah Yusuf ♥

16th March 2011, is the date that am gonna cheerish forever! Thats the day, I am officially have graduated from Sekolah Menangah Menglait, Gadong, the school where my best teenagehood memories are stored :') I cried man. thats why I didnt took much pics with them. wadahil :( served me right! HAHA! I also delievered a speech on behalf of the students during that day, I sat in front with teacher nurul before delivering the speech, I was ickishly nervous. bleargh! But yeah, at least its ~~over now~~ :( I am so gonna miss Menglait so much! ♥ Once again, thank you for everything teachers! I Love u guys! :')

Credits: Pics are stolen from teacher nurul :p HEHE! but copyrighted under me for some reason.

I Love Menglait,

Au Revoir!

Waahh!! How long has it been???

2011-03-14T10:17:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum semuanya~~

How long has it been ah?? Hehehe...Lama dh inda masuk this blog and make a post. hehehe...

Well just wanna say:

WHAT'S UP PEOPLE???!!!!

LoVe
-AshrikiN-

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ps: Hai baby girl! :) xx, Mijj was in this post :p HOHO!

College baby!

2011-03-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

Hello people! I'm sorry for the lack of updates bcause College have started and I'm tired and too busy to update, like my baby girl, Malina Rahim said, busy kalah business woman. LOL! IMY! But yeah, I will update it whenever I got time. College life so far, it was okay. and I'm still missing my High school! :( Menglait Secondary school ♥ forever :') :p

ps: I'm in TDC. Like seriously? D: I hate you, youknowho and the other youknowho D: wawawa! TT

Thats all,
Au Revoir!